Don't be Sorry

I'm not going to apologize for my feelings. It's not wrong to feel the way I do. What I will do is apologize for my actions.

I'm sorry I kissed you, I know you don't feel the same

I'm sorry that I put you in an uncomfortable position

But thats where sorrys end

I'm not sorry for the way my stomach turned when I saw your face

I'm not sorry for my heart skipping beats and my smile brightening

I'm not sorry that we danced or that I fell down a rabbit hole of feelings

I'm sorry that you don't like me.

"we have so much in common" as you said

But just as I can't apologize for my feelings you can't apologize for your lack there of.

Sorry isn't a tool that will mend my heart. I'll be okay. I'll move on and I'll fall for someone else.

I'll stop picturing your face and smiling, and one day I'll see you and be happy for you.

But I'm not going to lie. Right now, I'm hurt. I feel like I don't have the right to be sad or hurt, but I do.

Tears fall down my face and I can't stop them, but I'm smiling too, because at least I know the truth.

#Ilovemyself #Love